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[Apr. 9th, 2007|05:45 pm] |
Cal Poly is a pretty school I suppose. Kind of hill-esque, though. Bah. San Luis Obispo is a cute little city.
I'm too sleepy to say anything else. |
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[Apr. 5th, 2007|11:25 pm] |
A lot of my friends are going to great schools. Cal, UCLA, UCSD, etc. I'm going to Cal Poly. I always feel like the dumb one in the group. =/
[{[Schools I got into:
San Diego State
UC Riverside
UC Davis
Cal Poly
UC Irvine]}] |
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| Sometimes I hate him |
[Mar. 26th, 2007|11:36 pm] |
When I'm really upset with him, I want to say all sorts of mean things. I think of terrible things too. The basic angry girlfriend junk, you know. "I can't stand him" and "Why do I even date him?" and "He's such scum!" and "What has he done for me lately? (ooo ooo ooo yeah)" and so on and so forth. It makes me feel better. Once I get it all out I have a chance to think of how much I really love him, even if he does happen to piss me off from time to time.
I know I'm not a victim, but until I feel better I will continue to play the role. |
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| Dear world, |
[Mar. 25th, 2007|09:10 pm] |
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| |  content | ] |
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| | Curious by 4 Strings ft. Tina Cousins | ] |
I am going to Cal Poly.
Love,
Yasmine |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|02:37 pm] |
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| | Buriki no Hata by Kra | ] |
Today was a wonderful day.
I'm seriously ready to graduate. I'm sick of school. I just want it to end!
So far I've gotten into San Diego State, Cal Poly, UC Riverside, and UC Davis. I still really want to go to UC San Diego, but the more I think about it, the more I feel like I didn't get in. If I don't get in, I have to choose between cows and a mission. Davis and Cal Poly. I guess the mission would win since it comes with an ocean. Meh.
Andy and I are supposed to go to Vegas in June. I really hope we go through with it. I love Vegas. I want to see shows and eat food. D: In July I'm going on a cruise for a week, which basically means I eat for a week. Then I stay at the beach house for a week after that, which basically means I sleep for a week. I really see no better way to spend a summer.
I keep thinking of all of the things that'll be happening in the summer and that only makes me want school to end even faster. I guess the stretch really is getting through March. We have one week of school in the beginning of April, then a week off, then STAR testing (or CAT6, whatever the hell they're calling it). April will go by quickly. Then there's May, which ACTUALLY HAS A MONDAY OFF. Plus, in May there's the Disneyland trip, which equals 2 days away from school. AP Testing will come and go and it's basically just cruising until June 7th. June 7th! Graduation!
I'm going to miss a few people after it's all over, I guess. Only a few. It's mostly because I know I will probably never talk to those few again. I don't let it get me down. There's far too much to look forward to. I'm excited about starting over in a new city with new people. Andy is working hard in school so that he can come with me to wherever I go, but besides him everyone else will be completely . . . new. I really can't wait.
I guess that's really it. *shrugs* |
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| I'M NOT DEAD! |
[Mar. 5th, 2007|07:30 pm] |
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And I sure hope I'm not dying. I'm so sick of . . . doctor appointments. And the emergency room yesterday? NOT FUN! I've decided that if I accidentally chop a finger off or something, I'm not going to the emergency room. No. I'll put some gauze on that sucker and wait for a freaking appointment. Seriously. >_o |
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[Feb. 5th, 2007|09:53 am] |
I have 4 out of 6 common symptoms of stomach cancer. Or ulcer or infection.
I really want to find out what's wrong with me because I'm beginning to scare myself. And I'm missing too much school. |
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| RAWR KYO DESU~~ |
[Feb. 4th, 2007|07:25 pm] |
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| |  So, so happy | ] |
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| | THE FATAL BELIEVER by Dir en grey | ] |
Marrow of a Bone is basically like:
"RAWR RAWR RAWR KYO DESU DESU DESU RAWR RAWR KYO ENGRISH DESU!"
And I love it so, so much. This album has changed my outlook on life. For today. I love Dir en grey so much. Favorite band ever? Oh yes.
And in the song I just listened to, I think Kyo was yelling "FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!" either that or "FOG FOG FOG FOG!" Or perhaps he was saying "Frog".
Dir en grey ga daisuki desu! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 31st, 2007|10:50 pm] |
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| | Doesn't Really Matter by Janet Jackson | ] |
Tomorrow is the day! I'll be free again! Rave Un2 The Joy Fantastic! (RAVE! DUNA NA NAAA!) And I get to see him again! After all of this time! Yesss . . .
Kathy made me aware that I was dating MicroTypePro. I made that one word. I don't know if it is one word. Well. It is now.
Tomorrow I have to get gas in the morning, run to Hot Topic during lunch, and go to the post office after school. D: Errands =/= Fun. Not at all.
My sister wrote about robots a while ago. How to defeat them. I read it today. It made me laugh. It was rather informative. Did you know that robots cannot set foot in Antarctica or Greenland? O:
Happy Wednesday. |
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| Gasp |
[Jan. 29th, 2007|05:55 pm] |
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| | This Is Love by Utada Hikaru | ] |
I found a Mac version of Spider Solitaire. Life = complete. |
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| So . . . |
[Jan. 29th, 2007|04:25 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
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| | Squeeze It!! by hide | ] |
Basically . . . seeing people makes me emo. During school I can appear to be happy or whatever, but once I am home the emo comes off of me in a thick fog. D: Ava was over because she was locked out of her house and for the whole time that she was here I just felt terribly depressed. What's up with that? Seriously.
I cannot wait until Thursday.
I wish I could play Spider Solitaire. Mac has failed me. D: |
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| O: |
[Jan. 28th, 2007|09:16 pm] |
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| | "Heisei juushichinen shichigatsu nanoka" by Alice Nine | ] |
I changed my layout. I like it. If you don't, suck it! D:
I've been in a much better mood lately, despite being sick and all. Andy has been cheering me up quite a bit. It's a shame I cannot see him until Thursday. I'll be so glad when my two weeks is up! No one knows what I'm talking about, though.
Turns out I've lost 12 pounds. I went from my healthy 155 to a 143. I don't even remember a time when I've weighed so little. Just recently my lowest was a 148 and then it started to go back up. I'm not quite sure what happened, but I am sure that I will gain it all back rather quickly.
I got a lot of new music within the past few days. Much to everyone's surprise, none of it is in Japanese. So far my favorite tracks are "Hi" by Psapp and "Sparkle Me" by Buffseeds. I love that name. Buffseeds. It makes me giggle. I've been listening to the stuff so much that both bands ended up on my last.fm weekly top ten. I've reverted back to some Japanese stuff for now. Shelly reminded me just how great Alice Nine is. I could kick myself for not listening to them more.
Happy Sunday, folks. |
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| >_o |
[Jan. 22nd, 2007|09:32 pm] |
I lost 5 pounds. I have a fever of 102.4 degrees. I can hardly breathe. I have a headache. I haven't seen him in days . . .
Why don't I ever have anything GOOD to post here? Seriously. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 17th, 2007|02:18 pm] |
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| | Nothing | ] |
Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life. That is honestly no exaggeration. I can't talk to anyone about it . . . besides those that were involved . . .
I know it'll all be better with time. The thing is . . . this is going to take a lot of time.
He brought me chocolates. He's so thoughtful. I don't know what I'd do without him. |
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| NEXT WEEK! |
[Jan. 10th, 2007|08:48 pm] |
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| | Beauty and the Geek on TV | ] |
Next week (Wednesday the 17th), Andy and I will have been dating for 10 months. Like whoa.
What has it been like dating a tree? No comment.
=P
I need a happy emote. |
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| . . . |
[Jan. 9th, 2007|08:33 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
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| | Nothing | ] |
For some reason . . . him leaving me made me feel a whole lot worse than it should have.
It was so abrupt that I just sat there for a moment feeling both confused and hollow.
This journal is . . . less than happy.
In other news, I need to do laundry. |
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| So . . . |
[Jan. 8th, 2007|11:17 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
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| | Nothing | ] |
The first day back to school felt like I had never been gone at all . . . which was exactly what I didn't want. It's hard to have a fresh start when everything still feels the same.
Is it graduation yet? I'm tired of faking it. |
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| In the end . . . |
[Jan. 7th, 2007|11:18 pm] |
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| |  Awful | ] |
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| | Nothing | ] |
I didn't call her.
My parents extended my weekend curfew to 11:00.
My weekday curfew is still 9:00.
School starts again tomorrow.
I feel so awful. |
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